#AND GOOD SERA... DONT HOLD TATA GAINST HER..

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@xhelenaxleblancx​

She knows the word she WANTS to use...

                                                                                                BETRAYED...

But she knows that’s the WRONG WORD. And it’s damn sure not fair to hold Helena up to an agreement she NEVER EVEN MADE. In fact, she’s sure that Helena would NEVER have made such an agreement. She CARED TOO MUCH to lie to her like that. That beng said... It still hurt ALL THE SAME... Even if she SHOULD have expected it... Their chemistry OUTDATED Seraphina’s and Helena. And in certain IRONIC ways it had actually been the chemistry BETWEEN Helena and Delilah that night in the fields behind her family’s estate that had first bonded Helena and Seraphina. “I-I-I...” Tears are in her eyes and she’s shaking her head and her lip is all TWISTED UP like when you don’t know the answer to a life or death question. “I-I don’t know...” she finally choked out. “I really don’t fucking know...” EXHALE. Short. Curt. Sharp. PAINFUL. “I won’t lie... It would hurt me...” She spoke, wringing at her wrist. FIGHTING the urge to down some champagne. She’d been silently going sober ALONGSIDE Helena. But fuck was such a dependency DIFFICULT to break... “I wouldn’t be okay...”

                                                  UNDERSTATEMENT OF THE FUCKING CENTURY...